STARTING TO FEEL BETTER...

It took 3 years but I'm finally feeling better, i thought you were serious when you told me that you loved me, i stopped believing you after awhile but it didn't help, I fell in love with you the day we met. I was still head over hells for you even though you didn't fell the same way. You did at first but then what happened? you got busier and busier and we drifted apart. I still love you and always will but I think you're right, it's time to move on, leave space in my heart for someone who feels the same way I do. A year ago you said you still loved me but again... I had my doubts, you said you were going to ask me out but you never did, so either you haven't got the balls, or worse, you lied to me... Haven't found that guy yet but now i know it can't be you because I can't be in love with someone who doesn't love me in return. I'll always love you though and will never forget how great it felt when we were together. I'm actually kinda glad that I'm starting to get over you because, heartache is one of the worst pains... It's been over 3 years since i met you and I'm glad I did. I will always love you but now I'm ok with the fact that I'm starting to move on...

And now we wait...

Waiting is one of the things in this world you can't really control, waiting to hear back from an interview, waiting to get that call, or waiting not to hear from them at all. Either way its nerve wracking and out of your control. They say "good things happen to those who wait" but if this true then why is it when you wait so long for that call, and they finally call you only to tell you, they've already filled the position. I guess they don't understand how difficult it can be in this day and age, in this economy, where no one is hiring and so many people are struggling to find a job and struggling to make ends meet. You would think that they would, being working class citizens. Some companies will call you back regardless of whether or not you got the job, maybe its common courtesy, maybe its company policy, either way, its the way it should be. Although only very few companies do that, the others, don't make the effort? or maybe they just don't care? Who knows...